Eliwyn

I'm not very active when it comes to uploading to DeviantArt. I'm more of a watcher here... Still, if any of you are interested in seeing more of what I do, you can always visit the blog: flutterby.blogg.se/

It's in Swedish, but has a Google translate button.

There's also a Youtube-channel where I share free tips when it comes to dog training and general videos of my dog's progress. You can find it here: www.youtube.com/Silivr1

Please leave a comment if you visit any (or both) of the pages, so I know you were there!

Degree of Bachelor of Science in Social Work!
No more studying!

"In the Social Work programme you will get academic professional training with a solid background for working with people in need of support. Social care and social work involve combining efforts with the client to sustain, develop, change and create strategies for coping in different situations and circumstances. Primarily this is achieved through personal interaction with individuals or groups, but also at organisational levels in the form of exercising authority, management and social administration."

Sounds so very "grown up"! So what now? I just have to move to London so I can make a lot of money. Like I wrote earlier: the salary here in Sweden is _really_ low in comparison to the UK.

Now I should start photographing more frequently again. I need models... Totally boring to have only myself and my boyfriend to put in front of the camera.

cafenaive.blogspot.com/

I don't really update here much... Well, no one really watches anyway. My time as a student at the university will soon be over. I look forward to actually making some money, when I get a real job... It has come to my attention that the salary here in Sweden is _really_ low in comparison to (for example) the UK, when you're a social worker. I'm actually thinking about maybe trying to work abroad later on. What can I say, money talks.

It was written that It had to be written. So I wrote it.

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.

Around in my head. Juggling many tasks. Not disciplined enough. Get a grip, girl! You are not getting anywhere like this. Have I given up? I've been thinking about it for about a month now. Maybe being alone is the best way to be? I hate feeling depreciated. When you think about it, all of my relationships have been bad in one or another way. I mean _really_ bad, not just clouds on the horizon. Always about me having to change to make the other one satisfied, me having to compromise but not allowed to demand anything. Now I feel like I just can't trust people like I could. I'm just assuming that anyone that comes my way will just use me like others before him and so it's better to be blank - feel nothing. Not that that's really something you can decide. Emotions have their own ways of getting through. But still... Emotionally I feel very, very tired... I'm not a toy, I'm not as easy to fix. How far are you going to try to break me? There's not much left.
But still... There are still good parts of a relationship that I hope to experience someday. There must be people out there that wants me for more than just sex. Someone that will be perfectly happy waking up beside me, embracing me with gentle arms while pulling me closer, whispering soft words into the morning air. Let me experience some romantic moments. Someone who will actually love me. Maybe then I will dare to love again. 'Cause I don't like the feeling "scared". Someone will make me believe again, you'll see. ¤optimist¤

I don't know if that's a compliment or what...
"Humn. Såg Lilja forever ikväll. Så hemskt tragisk film. Vet inte om du har sett den? Grät en skväll, tragisk värld vi lever i. Så blinda och ovetande om omvärldens lidande. Men iaf, när jag såg filmen...När jag såg blicken hos huvudkaraktären...Så såg jag din blick. Svårt att förklara, så ta inte detta på fel sätt nu, men hennes blick, den där blicken som säger att det finns så mycket outforskat och en historia där bakom som samtidigt är vacker och ändå så hjärtskärande sorglig. Samma blick har du. =/ *Kram*"